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One thing / I don´t know why
It doesn´t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
to explain in due time
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
Didn´t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on / but didn´t even know
wasted it all just to
I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when

I tried so hard
and got so far
But in the end
it doesn't even matter
I had to fall
to lose it all
But in the end
it doesn't even matter

One thing / I don´t know why
Doesn´t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
to remind myself how
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me / I´m surprised
I got so far.
Things aren´t the way they were before
You wouldn´t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
but it all comes back to me
You kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when
I tried so hard
and got so far
But in the end
it doesn't even matter
I had to fall
to lose it all
But in the end
it doesn't even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
there's only one thing you should know...
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
there's only one thing you should know...
I tried so hard
and got so far
But in the end
it doesn't even matter
I had to fall
to lose it all
But in the end
it doesn't even matter.

Im Ende zählt nicht, wie sehr man etwas versucht hat, es zählt letzlich nur, was man damit erreicht hat. Das war schon immer meine Ansicht, das alles zwischen Anfang und Ende, interessiert einfach nicht, merkt es euch endlich. Keiner kümmert sich einen Scheiß darum, wie sehr ihr für eure Liebe gekämpft habt. Am Ende ist es wichtig, ob ihr zusammen wart oder nicht. Die Gefühle, die ihr dabei gelassen habt, sind egal. Na toll.

 Martin, ich kann das alles nicht beschreiben, morgen wird mal wieder ein Tag kommen, der mein Leben von Grnd auf ändert. Ich weiß ich bin dumm, naiv, kindisch, peinlich, lächerlich, verrückt, perplex, malancholisch und viel zu sehr in dich verliebt, aber die Wahrheit muss ich wissen, weil es mich von innen auffrisst, ständig diese Frage, ja? Nein?

Wo sind die Menschen, die einem halten, wenn man davor ist zu fallen? xx